...Bang We Want It...

I have no "father."

Got some picties back that I got developed from school... they're hot! ABIGAIL! ;-)

I go to OC, NJ on Saturday... can't wait, who knows what crazy shit is going to happen!

I need more CD's... its my fucking obsession.

Dude, check this. I was riding the motorcycle with Chris today and I had my cell in my pocket thinking that it would be all good and all and it fell out. Someone took it to the Verizon dealer, called my mom... yeah. It was like destroyed I'm shure even though I haven't seen it or anything. I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do. I find it kinda funny though, at the time I didn't... eh! :-D

Andrew went to Cali today from CT... hope he's not trying to call the cell. *Gulp*

Went shopping yesterday, didn't get anything THAT good, just shorts for vacation... personally I would have rather of gotten some CD's or something.

My bathroom is being remodeled so I had to clean it out. Now I have to share a bathroom with my mom until mine is done and shit. It's gonna be a bitch, I'm in there all the time and she's really pissy all the time. CAT FIGHT! :-P

Yeah, this is a pretty long entry... I haven't posted one of substance in a while though.

Oh yeah, Brittney got the permission to go to Parkside, even though I wanna go to Bennett. I'm fucking bummed. But really... Andrew can drive if he needs to hang out with me or something but Adam and her have a better chance than me and Andrew, so I'll do it for her... her and Adam. Much love to them. *Kisses*

I'll post a pic of Adam later. <3

DONE DONE DONE DONE DONE DONE... REALLY! ;-)

I'm feeling...: Different

My Estacy: Something Ozzy-ish

Fuck it all. Fuck this world. Fuck everything that you stand for. Don't belong. Don't exist. Don't give a shit! Don't ever judge me.

Yeah, that's how I feel right now. Things going wrong:
-School situation... Brittney's trying to go to Parkside, don't wanna go.
-Me and my mom are getting in fights all the time.
-I wanted my new Slipknot CD but my mom said I would have to wait.
-I stay locked in my room.
-OC, NJ... my condo is being taken over, I'm probably going to end up going to the beach alone the way things are going right now.
-I want some fucking money of my own.
-My fucking life sucks.
-I'm alone, always will be... maybe I spend just a little too much time online?
-My mom compared me to Brittney.
-Everyone compares me to everyone else.

I'm done venting about my fucked up life which seems to only get worse day by day.

I'm feeling...: Fuck it all. Really.

My Estacy: Halestorm - Pieces of Change

Look at all these people!! Understand that I'm a sinner. Raise your hand. You're a sinner.

HellO MoTo!

Sick of the long fucking entries. Now they're going to be short, sweet, and to the point! Today-boring, but my friends came over. Tomorrow-doing jack shit. Friday-beach with Jen. Next week-OC, NJ. Now-listening to Marilyn and posting a pic of em and another great guy! ^.^

^Two of the most kickass people in the world! YAY!^

I'm feeling...: pleased

My Estacy: Kill The Carters